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Sep. 6th, 2010

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Laboriously

Annoyed with everything and everyone who i have come in. Intact with today. I feel toxic.

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Oct. 25th, 2009

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Alone annoyed and kinda hot

I can honestly say that I have never been so disappointed with my life than right now at this moment aitting in my bathroom liatening to my shower running. I am so over it. I hate my life.

Sometimes I look around and I wonder how the hell i got here and what went wrong. I have no determination anymore. I have no desire. I have lost my twinkle in north Georgia. I have hated every moment of myself here. I want out I want my life back I want me. I refuse to believe that I have spent a third of my life here. I feel lost even in my own body. I really need to find a release or I WILL burst.

I have no one to talk to in a long time so I turn to ol relieable lj to emotionally vent. Have I forgotten how much pain I have experienced because of lj, maybe a bit. I'm not even safe here. Maybe there is a place for me out there away from all the shit that 28 years of cages has brought, but I doubt it.

Gotta go, waters wasting......

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Aug. 9th, 2009

eat me, please

im too old

its true

May. 8th, 2009

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Balloon

So today at 1:00 we will be releasing balloons into the sky in rememberance of Guy so if you are anywhere near a toni & guy look up around 12 or 1.

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May. 7th, 2009

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a hero

Guy Mascolo died at 65 from a heart attack in his home in Dallas Texas this morning. He was a magnificent man full of inspiration and i am so honored to have been in his presence more than once in my career with Toni & Guy. Being apart of this family while he was alive has been a pleasure that i will carry with me as long as i live. i will cherish the memories of the personal encounters that i have had and of the group talks that he has shared with us all. I am so full of sadness over his early death and i feel so badly for his family. i am so honored to have known him. he is a legend.

Gaetano Mascolo
February 29, 1944- May 7, 2009





Feb. 27th, 2009

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Busted stuff

I feel like I'm forever going to be in pain somewhere. It sucks and I try to be careful, overly careful even, and yet I am still hurting myself on a daily basis. I don't except that I am clumsy, it's not true. I won't except that I am careless, not Ms. "Woah! Slow down! You'll poke your eye out!" I'm just unlucky and all I want is to be able to work out and get back on my health kick. I'm not a good vegan but I am decent enough as a pescatarian, I need to start feeling better drop 40 pounds and feel like me agian. Bottom line kids.
I just hope I don't hurt myself in the process more than I have already. I'm determined to look as good as my mom without sergery and I know already that I will be happier with myself for doing of on my own rather than sit around and talk about my bad luck and a car accident that happened 7 years ago.

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Busted stuff

I feel like I'm forever going to be in pain somewhere. It sucks and I try to be careful, overly careful even, and yet I am still hurting myself on a daily basis. I don't except that I am clumsy, it's not true. I won't except that I am careless, not Ms. "Woah! Slow down! You'll poke your eye out!" I'm just unlucky and all I want is to be able to work out and get back on my health kick. I'm not a good vegan but I am decent enough as a pescatarian, I need to start feeling better drop 40 pounds and feel like me agian. Bottom line kids.
I just hope I don't hurt myself in the process more than I have already. I'm determined to look as good as my mom without sergery and I know already that I will be happier with myself for doing of on my own rather than sit around and talk about my bad luck and a car accident that happened 7 years ago.

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Feb. 17th, 2009

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To all my adoring ants

I have am ant problem...

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And I love her

I love Cristen so much I can't put it into typeable words

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Feb. 15th, 2009

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Posting from my iPhone

Got a new phone and new # if you want it come get it ... Just reply and l will send it to you

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